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I said:

Heeeee. What do you want me to write?

Lale said:

omg, write a story about this screencap:

http://i5.photobucket.com/albums/y159/pearlo/raykfrannie.jpg


I said:

Fraser, he says all women are our sisters -- which, okay, maybe that's true, but the part he doesn't get is that some women are a lot more our sisters than others.

Frannie -- she's not really my sister. But she's Ray Vecchio's sister, and I am Ray Vecchio. Which means anyway you look at it, she's more my sister than anybody else is, which means what we're doing is maybe pretty twisted whatever way you look at it.

I haven't been to church since I moved out of my mom and dad's house, but Frannie goes every week, and once in a while when we're making it, she gets really upset and pushes me away and starts pacing around the apartment talking about how she's gonna go to hell because this is wrong and she can't confess it to her priest every week and then maybe tomorrow she could get hit by a bus or something and this whole sin will be on her head.

I tell her it's not like she's doing it with the real Vecchio, which usually earns me a slug to the arm. She can hit really hard for being so tiny. Actually I think mentioning Vecchio grosses her out because she never wants to get back to making out after that and she usually goes home which always puts me in a bad mood the whole next day. Which means I mostly take it out on the perps, who deserve it, and Fraser, who doesn't really, except he's always around and so he gets in the way. Sometimes after one of those days I feel kind of bad and I take Fraser out for dinner and we get ice cream or something.

The other day we did that and I got a bowl of mocha almond fudge and Fraser got a strawberry cone and when we were eating Fraser gives me this weird look and asks me if everything is all right.

I tell Fraser everything is peachy keen.

Then Fraser says a whole bunch of stuff that doesn't really mean anything except the gist is, he wants to know if things are all right with Stella. Which is funny, first because I haven't talked to Stella in months other than when she comes into the station, and second because things haven't been all right with Stella in years, I am still dumped from the love of my life and that is not going to change anytime soon so there is no point in asking about it.

I think what it means, though, is that Fraser knows I have a girl. Not that I would call Frannie my girl, because -- Frannie is not the love of my life, and I am not going to be the love of hers, but that is okay, because we like each other and we like doing it together and we get along okay when we're not arguing. Frannie and I have a lot of fun, but Frannie is not my girl.

So I just tell Fraser everything's fine and then I drop him and Dief back off at the consulate.

The thing is, the next day at work, there Frannie is hanging all over Fraser again, and I feel bad -- not jealous or anything, because that's not what me and Frannie got -- but I feel bad, because if Stella is the love of my life, then Fraser is the love of Frannie's life and he doesn't even know it and that's sad for both of them.

Later in the GTO I ask Fraser what he thinks about Frannie, and he gets all confused and tells me she's a very amiable young woman, which means absolutely shit, and makes me kind of sad for him, because Fraser, he's all alone, he's more alone than me, because at least I got somebody who cares about me, even if it's not the real thing, so I tell Fraser that we really need to find him a woman.

And it's weird, because I don't know how he got from there to the other place, but I'm pretty sure he did, because a couple days later me and Frannie are bickering over some file or something at my desk and I look up and there's Fraser watching us and he's got this look on his face like you wouldn't believe. Like he's jealous or scared or something. Which I don't get, because I know he doesn't like Frannie like that, Fraser loves Frannie like a sister.

I don't know what to think at all so I just stare at Fraser until he looks away, but he still looks sad.
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