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schmericaDo you ever get hit by an unexpected rush of OTP-ness of one of your pairings? Like, one you haven't even thought of in a long time? Because in the middle of wandering through people's livejournals this morning I suddenly got hit with this weird fever of Geoffrey Tennant/Ellen Fanshaw feeling, and now suddenly I'm like, "I LOVE them! And their stupid little FACES! I want them to be together FOREVER and have stupid little BABIES and SMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSH."
Yeah. It's weird, you guys. I have no idea.
The other day I found a notebook in my room from 2004: it had a couple of handwritten pages full of "A is for Apple" and "How Many Ways", all in purple ink in my overly girly nice cursive. It was a very odd feeling! And last night I reread another story of mine from three years ago, and realized that even though I could still remember the entire process of writing it and all the work in it, I was still able to read it as an actual *story*, and find it really effective that way. That never happens to me! It was nice.
I'm feeling weirdly lonely today and I don't know why. Hmmmm. Hey, maybe I should tap into this for angst-writing? Heh.
Yeah. It's weird, you guys. I have no idea.
The other day I found a notebook in my room from 2004: it had a couple of handwritten pages full of "A is for Apple" and "How Many Ways", all in purple ink in my overly girly nice cursive. It was a very odd feeling! And last night I reread another story of mine from three years ago, and realized that even though I could still remember the entire process of writing it and all the work in it, I was still able to read it as an actual *story*, and find it really effective that way. That never happens to me! It was nice.
I'm feeling weirdly lonely today and I don't know why. Hmmmm. Hey, maybe I should tap into this for angst-writing? Heh.
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