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Before this had a title, I was referring to as "Raven/Charles really sketchy underage mutual virginity loss." If there is one thing I always have going for me, it is consistency, am I right? It was bound to happen eventually.

Here, enjoy your underage hetcest porn, those of you who like that sort of thing.

Swim From Your Heavens
by Pearl-o

X-men: First Class. Raven/Charles, NC-17, ~1500 words. Underage, unsafe sex.

Summary: Raven crawls into Charles's bed when she has nightmares. It's possible they're both a little too old for that these days.

*****

Charles awoke, quite suddenly, from what had really been shaping up to be a quite pleasant dream, featuring Miss Everly the math teacher and the boy with the crooked tooth who sat across the aisle from him in biology class.

When he was younger, anyone's dreams or loud thoughts could interrupt his thoughts, wake him from a sound slumber. He'd gotten more control as he aged. There's only one person who did that to him anymore.

Cold cold scared hungry scared please no Charles help scared cold alone Charles

"Raven," Charles said, sitting upright in his bed. It was dark in his room, but if he squinted he could make out the blurry blue form, standing and shaking a bit at the foot of his bed. "It's okay."

"Charles?" Raven's voice was small. "I'm sorry, I- I had a bad dream."

"I know," Charles said. He repeated, "It's okay. Come here." He swung back the covers, scooting over to the edge to make room for her. Raven took the invitation with no further hesitation.

When he first found Raven, she used to have the nightmares almost every night. Charles would have them with her every time. Touching made it better. That was one of the reasons why their bedrooms were always next to each other. It took a long time to convince Raven she was never going to be alone, not when Charles was here. Over the years the nightmares had faded, and they were a rare occurrence, now. But from what Charles had seen of different people's minds, he wasn't sure it was the sort of thing that would ever go away, not completely.

Raven wrapped her arms and legs around him, clinging to him tightly, and rested her head against Charles's chest. He closed his eyes, stroked her hair and sent soothing thoughts onto the surface of her mind. As her breathing slowed and her heartbeat returned to normal, he felt the shift ripple of her body as she returned herself to her normal blond form, regaining control.

Her skin was softer where it pressed against him, no scales, and he could smell the shampoo she used in her hair. She smelled like a girl, felt like one too, warm and soft and pressed up against him all over.

He was still a little hard from his dream before. It didn't help when Raven shifted against him and let out a low sigh. Maybe, Charles thought, maybe they needed to figure out a different way to deal with nightmares. Maybe this was the sort of thing that was okay when they were little but not so much now. Or maybe he was just a horrible person for ruining what was this important thing for Raven with his stupid body that couldn't stop thinking about sex for two minutes, not even when Raven needed him.

"You're projecting," Raven said against his chest, and Charles started.

He tried to think of something to say, but for once in his life, nothing came to mind.

"It's all right," Raven said, and her voice was gentle but there was something in it that Charles had never heard from her before. She sounded older. Older than him, maybe. They weren't sure how old Raven was, not really - older than she looked, for sure, and she had lived through a lot before Charles found her, too, and even now the way she aged seemed like it might be different. Raven seemed to have her own set of rules.

She wiggled now against him, and he clutched her closer to him, without even thinking about it. When he tilted his head down she was looking up at him through her eyelashes.

"It's all right," she said again. Her eyes flashed quickly, blue to brown and back again, so quick he almost missed it. Her hand on his back moved down to his hip, fingertips slipping under the waistband of his pajama pants. He kissed her.

He wasn't sure where to put his hands, so he left them in her hair, awkwardly holding her head and trying not to pull at her. He had kissed a girl before, but it had been brief, a peck on the lips between classes, and this kiss with Raven was already much further than that had gone. Raven was moving against him, her hips against his, and he couldn't stand it anymore. He pushed her onto her back, holding himself above her, and he stopped kissing her long enough to look down at her face.

Raven smiled up at him, biting her lip. She looked almost... shy.

"Your hair's red again," Charles said, tucking a lock behind her ear. It felt softer this way. Slicker.

"Sorry," Raven murmured, and it was back to blond.

"Are you sure you want-" Charles started to say, but Raven shook her head.

"No, don't talk about it, Charles," she said, "you'll ruin everything. Promise me, no talking."

"I promise," Charles said, because at that moment he would have promised her anything.

Her smile blossomed across her face. "Good," she said, and then she kissed him and pulled him down on top of her, and Charles didn't think anymore about talking.

He sneaked his hand under her nightshirt and felt her firm breast, her nipple almost ticklish brushing against his palm. The shape changed a little under his hand as he stroked her, and he thought it's okay, don't be nervous, you're perfect, but he didn't send the thought to her. He was pretty sure it would be cheating; telepathy counted as talking in Raven's mind.

Raven twisted beneath him, and suddenly when Charles thrust forward, his erection was right between her thighs. She wasn't wearing any underwear: everything was slick and hot. Raven wrapped her legs around Charles's hips and held him there as she moved, rubbing herself up against him. Like he was a toy or something, just there for her to get off on. He tried to hold still for her, but it was impossible, and when he thrust against her she cried out. Charles was sure, suddenly, that if he did not get his pajama pants off within the next few seconds, he would quite probably die right here.

Raven helped him shove the pants down his thighs and then her hand was on his prick (small hand, large hand, callus, soft, like looking at a picture in flickering light, except it didn't feel strange, because it was all Raven, all her, it just felt natural).

He thrust against her and Raven gasped when his cock slid against her labia, catching for just a second against the entrance to her cunt, and then sliding back and forth again. It felt so good Charles couldn't stop himself, so warm, so close, so perfect, the two of them moving together, doing everything but-

Everything but. That was the thought that forced him to stop, because there was more. There was more, and they could, and he wished terribly he could ask her one more time, but he had promised her. He took a deep breath and reached between their bodies, his fingers finding the way into her cunt. Raven gasped again, and her thighs squeezed tight around Charles's wrist. After a couple seconds, though, she seemed to force herself to relax, sinking back down into the mattress and spreading her legs as far as they would go.

She looked up at Charles expectantly, and he kissed her. He had to stop after a moment, watch his hand on his own cock as he pushed inside her.

There were ways, he knew there were ways to make it good for Raven, too, as good as it was for him, but goddamn if he knew what they were. He wanted her to feel this, feel how amazing it was, and again he wished she'd let him talk, because he could show her so easily, open her mind to his so she could know. But all he could do now was try not to move too hard, too fast, and he kept kissing her and rubbing her breast and tried to pay attention to the way she moved, the sounds she was making, to concentrate on that rather than how close he was, how much he wanted to come. It seemed like she was enjoyed herself, too, the way she moaned and held him closer.

"Please," Raven said, and just hearing her voice shocked him suddenly, making his thrust harder than he meant to. "Oh, Charles, please."

Please what, he didn't know, but he tried, he was trying so hard. It was Raven, and she was letting him do this, and all he wanted- all he wanted was her to have everything she needed, everything she wanted, to be there for her always, and he just kissed her again and kept touching her and fucked her and fucked her and came.

Raven curled back around him, on her side, the same way she always did in his bed. She fell asleep quickly, but Charles stayed awake a lot longer. He listened in on her dreams as she slept: they were all sweet, all unremarkable. It eased something tight and guilty in his chest, and eventually he was able to sleep as well.

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25/10/11 06:41 (UTC)
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Posted by [identity profile] amathela.livejournal.com
That kind of thing - is definitely what I like, yep. Wow.

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26/10/11 01:46 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] pearl-o.livejournal.com
Hahaha, I didn't even know you read in this fandom. *high five of very specific kinks*

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26/10/11 04:32 (UTC)
ext_7442: ([wowp] totally normal sibling behaviour)
Posted by [identity profile] amathela.livejournal.com
I pretty much don't, but, um, yeah. Very specific kinks.

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25/10/11 07:33 (UTC)
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Posted by [identity profile] introductory.livejournal.com
Hi oh my god ngh hello. Hi. Hello. This. I wish I could be more coherent. Sorry. Omg.

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26/10/11 01:49 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] pearl-o.livejournal.com
HI HELLO HI. No kidding, I was trying to decide whether to post this last night or wait a couple days and part of the reason I just went ahead was like "Maybe it will give [livejournal.com profile] introductory something non-shitty!"

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26/10/11 17:44 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] rubynye.livejournal.com
That is a GOOD REASON.

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25/10/11 13:14 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] citizenjess.livejournal.com
Awww, Charles. I love how awkward this is: He wants to make it good for Raven too, but he also is going to hump his pillow into oblivion if he doesn't get some friction going. I also liked Raven's vacillating between her 'true' form and the blonde, more traditionally 'girly' one that Charles prefers; and honestly, how he would have gotten off anyways because, yeah, it's Charles.

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26/10/11 01:53 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] pearl-o.livejournal.com
AWKWARD TEENAGE SEX TIMES YESSSSSS. I kind of think there's two different things going on with Raven's forms here - part of it is that she isn't, totally, in control of her power 100%, which is why she's blue in the beginning, for example: the nightmare has stressed her out too much to concentrate on something else like that, and she only shifts once she's calmed down. But I think there's also part of her brain that's whirring the whole time, what is Charles thinking, is she pretty enough, is her body right, should she be more this or more that or what. Which is totally normal, except Raven *can* change herself, so.

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25/10/11 13:29 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] inlovewithnight.livejournal.com
I do indeed like this sort of thing. \o/ Lovely. Oh, Charles. You are so screwed, bb.

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26/10/11 01:53 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] pearl-o.livejournal.com
<3<3<3

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25/10/11 15:06 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] mumblemutter.livejournal.com
Oh my. Charles. Um, yes. Please.

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26/10/11 01:53 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] pearl-o.livejournal.com
Yes, indeed.

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25/10/11 19:34 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] mumblemutter.livejournal.com
This wasn't even remotely sketchy what I mean oh, this was so lovely and hot and sweet and a little sad. He cares for her so much, and yet he'll never understand why her normal blond form isn't, really, until it's too late. Oh Charles. Oh Raven. You guys. :-(

That being said, Jesus the fucking was hot. I love how he tried to be good for her and stick by the rules (and that Raven knew he'd be shit at sex talk), and oh this: Please what, he didn't know, but he tried, he was trying so hard. asjkljd yes.

In a perfect world you're already writing a sequel where Raven and Charles explore those ways to ~make it good for her too. Ahem.

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26/10/11 02:02 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] pearl-o.livejournal.com
The thing about Charles and Raven is that the most important thing to him is always, always going to be protecting her, keeping her safe. And that's great when she's a starving little kid in his kitchen, it's great even when they're growing up, but by the time the movie comes around, it's ... not enough for her. It's him loving her so fiercely, but it has that underside of patronizing or paternalism, too - which, you know, leads to the tragedy when he finally does learn how to let her go.

(and that Raven knew he'd be shit at sex talk)

Hahaha. It's not just that she knows he'd be bad at dirty talk, though! It's also - well, there are no good ways conversation could go, in Raven's opinion. There's a good chance Charles would end up freaking himself out too much, just hearing himself. And there's also the fact of how embarrassing it would be, how mortified Raven feels even imagining anything they might say.

(Which, you know, if you can't talk about it, you shouldn't be doing it, kids, that is lesson number one! And, uh, also is kind of the reason I can't quite see that sequel, because they're going to continue to not talk about it. It might happen again, but there's certainly not going to be any discussion about it, just one of them [by which I mean: Raven] initiating something. Next time she'll be on top, and afterwards maybe she'll force his hand, show him how to touch her clit. They're certainly never going to get to oral sex, though, because again, weird teenage embarassment and inability to talk.)

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25/10/11 21:52 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] argyleheir.livejournal.com
Aha, very nice. And appropriately awkward :)

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26/10/11 02:02 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] pearl-o.livejournal.com
Thanks so much!

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26/10/11 05:05 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] forgerness.livejournal.com
I love how you write Raven, she is cool! And your smut... omg. I'm dead. Thank you so much for this. *holds fic close*

Even though you said they were underage, I still somehow imagined them being older. XD How old were they here?

Anyway, just, wow, the fic is so sexy. nnnGAH

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26/10/11 18:05 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] pearl-o.livejournal.com
I'm so glad you liked it! For the record, agewise I'm imagining Charles around 17 here, and Raven correspondingly younger, though the movie's a little shaky on exactly what difference they have there.

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26/10/11 06:46 (UTC)
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Posted by [identity profile] rekindle956.livejournal.com
I really enjoyed reading this. Thank you.

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26/10/11 18:05 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] pearl-o.livejournal.com
Thank you for commenting!

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26/10/11 17:44 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] rubynye.livejournal.com
Oh, children.

I truly believe this happened. I was going to write something similar, but your version is so much better than mine would ever have been.

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26/10/11 18:06 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] pearl-o.livejournal.com
They are BABIES, really.

Your comment makes me super super happy, but I have to say I find a flaw in your premise that there shouldn't be LOTS of stories about this, because I think you could do it awesomely.

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27/10/11 02:34 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] littledust.livejournal.com
fffff teenage mutant first times! This is fumbling and sweet, but also so sad, because Raven keeps changing herself and Charles can't find a way to tell her he loves her the way she is. UGH. SIBLINGS FEELINGS. :(((

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29/10/11 20:12 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] pearl-o.livejournal.com
FEEEELINGS. SO MANY FEELINGS. I am really glad the story worked for you <3

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30/10/11 21:51 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] strobelighted.livejournal.com
Finally got around to reading this, and OH MY GOD, PEARL. How so perfect? I love the awkwardness and the sweetness of the whole thing, and I love the idea that both their first times were with each other, and ugh, CHARLES AND RAVEN. ♥

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30/10/11 22:01 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] pearl-o.livejournal.com
:DDDDDD I am so glad you liked it, darling.

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3/11/11 00:48 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] tehchou.livejournal.com
Oh my god. This was hot and sweet and yes. <3333

(also hi there **waves**)

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3/11/11 01:43 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] pearl-o.livejournal.com
yay, I am glad you liked it!

Also: HELLO.

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3/11/11 11:17 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] apolesen.livejournal.com
Wonderfully written. I especially enjoyed how Raven kept morphing and changing her looks. Also, Charles being a confused teenager - I can see that so easily.

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4/11/11 02:02 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] pearl-o.livejournal.com
Thank you so much!

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