schmerica: ([general] signs point to yes)
[personal profile] schmerica
Another of the ficlet responses! This is for [livejournal.com profile] pocky_slash who prompted Charles/Erik, coffee, hesitation, sunlight.

Hide What You Want Hidden
by Pearl-o

Charles/Erik, ~450 words, PG.

Summary: Charles wakes up, the morning after he and Erik first sleep together.

*****

The motel room is dark when Charles awakes, and Erik is still asleep beside him. The hour's getting late; usually by this time, they've checked out and started on the road again. The sunlight is fighting to find a way in through the dark blinds covering every window, but so far it's made little progress, the occasional tiny beam finding slight headway at some odd angle. In the time it takes Charles to extract himself from the bed, shower and dress, Erik has still not awoken.

It surprises him. He wonders if - no, he knows. Erik's sleep is deep and peaceful. Even if he didn't know so much of Erik's mind, they have been together enough days on the road for him to have witnessed what Erik's sleep is generally like, and it has never looked like this. Erik sleeps short, tense, efficient: the same way he seems to do most things.

Charles wonders what he's dreaming about. He wants very badly to look, very badly indeed, but he knows better than to do so. And he does have self-control, after all, plenty of it. Though one mightn't know it, seeing him around Erik, he reflects.

Last night was probably a mistake. The softness in Erik's face right now makes something ache, deep inside Charles's chest. Erik won't thank him for it, for the complications they've added, for how Charles has pushed himself even further into Erik's head. He's seen - felt, so much - the hesitation Erik still feels, even after their weeks on the road, working together, even as they grow closer. One needn't be a telepath to understand that; Erik radiates his intensity, his focus, his mission at all times. Charles supposes he is more a distraction than anything else.

Still... last night it wasn't Charles who made the first move. It wasn't Charles who started it. Erik tasted like desperation, need, like hunger, and Charles felt like he was the one drowning, then, there in his arms, waiting for Erik to pull him up above the surface so he could breathe once more.

Frankly, Charles can't find it in himself to regret any of it.

Nonetheless, he suspects it would be a kindness to not be in the room when Erik does wake. He'll want time to himself, putting himself back together, without Charles there. He wouldn't appreciate knowing that Charles has seen him even this unguarded.

There's a diner not far down the street. Charles will go, buy himself a cup of coffee, nurse it while he reads the paper and does the crossword. When Erik is up and ready, Charles will be able to sense his mind and send him a message, then.

He'll wait, and Erik will come to him when he's ready, on his own terms.

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7/1/12 01:16 (UTC)
yahtzee: made by avictoriangirl (Charles is blue)
Posted by [personal profile] yahtzee
I like! The ways Charles is simultaneously trying to protect Erik and himself are psychologically as true as they are contradictory. Many hearts.

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7/1/12 01:44 (UTC)
mrkinch: Erik reaching back for Charles as they walk a park path in late autumn (Erik and Charles)
Posted by [personal profile] mrkinch
Charles is so careful! I like this a lot.

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11/1/12 22:34 (UTC)
mumblemutter: ([x-men] we dance through the colors)
Posted by [personal profile] mumblemutter
I never commented on this I think, so let me just say it's lovely and really invoked an atmosphere of gentle light and beginnings and made me happy and in my head they never break up ever, hi. Also you need to post like twenty times a day, I'm trying to get stupid work done and I'm so bored and keep refreshing our flist every five seconds, hoping for a post from youuuuu. *makes needy little noises*

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11/1/12 23:19 (UTC)
mumblemutter: ([community] v. small puppy pile)
Posted by [personal profile] mumblemutter
*snuggles in with you* Why is there no new porn for you, that is so sad. You should have new porn. :-( Did you try that long-ass chaptered thing I rec'ed; it might be a bit too feelingsy for strangely blank days, and I know you stay away from long fics, but it's... really a lot of porn? I wish I could rec you something else! I don't know I just love it when you post, it makes me happy. But sleep is good too! Maybe you can re-watch some Parks and Rec? I send you cuddles!

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12/1/12 01:56 (UTC)
mumblemutter: ([heroes] brothers)
Posted by [personal profile] mumblemutter
*uses generic ~brothers~ icon to keep with the theme* I'm assuming someone on delicious meant that as a compliment, although that's not how you do compliments, SOMEONE ON DELICIOUS. I'm shaking my fist at you.

Here, have some random thinglet courtesy of cm @ work (I added some apostrophes and linebreaks and such \o/):



"Erik just blew up a government facility," Alex informs him. "We think he is plotting to overthrow the US government."

"He needs to be stopped," Hank cuts in. "Possibly permanently," he adds darkly. Everyone is looking expectantly at Charles. Who says:

"Oh dear."

-

"I will have a chat with him," he tells them, patiently waiting for everyone to leave.

Nobody moves, and finally Hank says, "I feel you need to do more than chat with him."

"Let's not over-react, shall we," Charles replies serenely, and they all stare at him until he says, "Don't you all have work to do." They file out slowly, disappointment and confusion hanging around them like a dark cloud.

Charles waits until the door clicks shut before he mentally calls out to Emma.

I keep telling you, Xavier, stop using me as your fucking intercontinental booty call transmitter.

This is business, my love, Charles protests. Be a dear and fetch Erik for me. He knows that Erik has left standing instructions for Emma to relay all messages that Charles sends to her. Well, almost all. Apparently she's supposed to ignore the ones where he's "bitching and moaning like a girl." Which in Charles' mind is patently unfair: he never bitches and he certainly does not moan. Most of the time.

Bitching and moaning like a girl. I cry less than you two. Still, she sends Erik, who shows up in a cloud of red and magenta and a vaguely threatening swirl of his cape.

"Ah, Erik," Charles says. "Tea?"

Erik growls. "You wanted me. I'm busy, Charles."

"Yes, of course," Charles says, as Erik slumps into the chair next to him, throwing one leg over the arm. It's very distracting. "I've heard some disturbing things about the Brotherhood's recent plans."

Erik's scowl deepens. "What of them."

Charles takes a delicate sip of his tea. "You can't just overthrow an entire government."

"I can't?"

"Well of course you can." He pats Erik reassuringly on the arm. "It just seems like a lot of work afterwards. You'd have to establish your own cabinet, appoint people." He pauses. "Conduct interviews with the press. School visitations might be necessary."

"School visitations?"

"Well, you don't want everyone to completely hate and fear you. Interacting with children is publicity, I'm told."

"Or I could just lecture everyone into submission," Erik says. "Over cups of tea."

Charles is stunned into silence for the briefest of moments, not least of which because - "Erik, you do realize I can't actually feel your leg playing footsie with mine under the table, don't you?"

"Yes," Erik says airily. "But surely you can feel mine."

Charles clears his throat. "Yes. Well, carry on then."

"You were saying, Charles. About my plans."

"Oh yes. I will have to oppose you, of course. And I'll be so busy doing that -"

Erik's hand stops creeping up his thigh. "How busy."

"Very."

"On a scale of one to ten."

"Horribly busy."

"A ten?"

"Well, perhaps a nine."

"No time for tea, then."

Charles puts his cup down with finality. "None."

Erik narrows his eyes, and it seems for a while there that he's just going to get up and storm off. Finally though he only says, "Entertaining children, huh?"

"It's fine, they love you."

Erik's hand resumes its path up. "You can stop talking now, Charles."

-

Afterwards, Erik kisses Charles on the temple and says softly, "This won't always work, you know."

"We'll cross that bridge when we come to it, I suppose," Charles replies.

-

Everyone stumbles back into the room once Azazel comes back to fetch Erik. Almost as if they'd been waiting outside. Charles frowns.

"Well?" Hank demands.

Charles waves his hands around. "We had a nice conversation. Magneto is capable of seeing reason if it's pointed out to him."

Alex throws his hands up. "Of couse he is. Right up until he chooses to commit another act of violent terrorism."

"Mhm," Charles replies, taking another sip of his tea and beatifically ignoring Hank's glare. He grimaces. The tea's gone cold.

As they all troop out, Sean leans in and whispers, "Professor, I think your shirt's buttoned up wrongly."

Charles glances down at himself. "So it is. Thank you, Sean."

Emma pokes at him as he's rolling into the kitchen to make himself another cup of tea. Nicely played.

I'm sure I don't know what you're talking about. He shuts out her irritated reply and hums quietly to himself as he steeps his tea.


I am ignoring that song you mentioned BECAUSE SADNESS. Also I'm watching Teen Wolf vids on Youtube, hold me.

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12/1/12 04:18 (UTC)
mumblemutter: (Default)
Posted by [personal profile] mumblemutter
WELL HE DID GIVE ERIK EVERYTHING.

He was half a virgin when he met him!

(also i find it hilaeious that in almost every comic with mags on the cover - and by every I mean the two I have seen - he is sitting with his legs open and slouching so his crotch is thrust forward? I feel he is trying to ~tell us something.)

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12/1/12 04:31 (UTC)
mumblemutter: (Default)
Posted by [personal profile] mumblemutter
IDK IT JUST IS. EVERYTIME I SEE HIS TRARY FACE AND THE CAPTION I LAUGH AND LAUGH. I FEEL BECAUSE AHAHA CHARLES' CONCEPT OF "VIRGINITY."

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12/1/12 23:23 (UTC)
mumblemutter: (Default)
Posted by [personal profile] mumblemutter
HIIII OMG MY FIC FEST FIC IS LIKE, 12K OR SOMETHING I THINK I WILL PROBABLY TOSS OUT 1/3 OF IT AND THEN DECLARE MYSELF DONE.

WHAT IS THIS IT'S DUE IN TWO DAYS, WHAT.

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13/1/12 00:15 (UTC)
mumblemutter: (Default)
Posted by [personal profile] mumblemutter
I BET IT IS AWESOME THO. ALSO I KNOW WHO YOU ARE WRITING FOR AHHHHH I AM EXCITE.

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13/1/12 00:28 (UTC)
mumblemutter: (Default)
Posted by [personal profile] mumblemutter
GIMME!

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