odds and ends

[schmerica]

Being at home feels weirdly like a whole different universe. School? What school? Like I never left, and everything elsewhere is a parallel dimension of activity.

Also, my brain is busy doing other stuff and leeching out fannish thoughts, which is strange to get used to. I haven't spent this little time thinking about Fraser and Ray in ages.

Um. Which might actually say something unhealthy about how I am in general, now that I think about it.

I do want to get some writing done this week, regardless. I don't know, though. My brain seems to still be in a unusually rejoicing-in-unhappiness place at the moment. The two F/K things bouncing around my head with the desire for someone else to write right now are the thing I mentioned last week -- something that has that same resigned ending feel as "Divorce Song" -- and then a story involving Ray and Fraser in a long term relationship and dealing with Ray cheating on him.

(Nif: Why would you want that!?
me: ...I don't know. I'm a bad person?
Nif: *eyes me*)

The sister and I watched Dawn of the Dead, which was still enjoyable. I still haven't decided whether to just skip ahead to Buffy season 4 until my brother brings the s3 dvds. And Sims 2 still won't install. Tonight my mother made potato pancakes for dinner, my favorite of favorites.

Maybe tonight I'll start doing my canon reviewing for yuletide. Hmm.

Comments

[farwing.livejournal.com]

I haven't spent this little time thinking about Fraser and Ray in ages.

Um. Which might actually say something unhealthy about how I am in general, now that I think about it.

Don't ever change! I mean, if you must for your own mental health then, um, I suppose so. But maybe not even then. ;)

[lynnmonster.livejournal.com]

YOU ARE SO MEAN! "Divorce Song" and cheating? That's all you got? Hmph.

[pearl-o.livejournal.com]

Dude, I'm not doing it on purpose! I can't control my brain.

And besides, I'm not writing anyway, so it's okay.

[roguesgallery.livejournal.com]

something that has that same resigned ending feel as "Divorce Song"

*Sings* "It's harder to be friends than lovers and you shouldn't try to mix the two, because if you do it and you're still unhappy - then you know that the problem is you"

Oh, a story like that would *hurt*. But maybe a bit hopeful, too? "You've never been a waste of my time..."

Dude, I'm not doing it on purpose! I can't control my brain.

And besides, I'm not writing anyway, so it's okay.

No, write, write! Angst is good - catharsis, right?

Please.....

[qe2.livejournal.com]

And besides, I'm not writing anyway, so it's okay.

Um. pearl_o teases all and sundry, but it's okay because she's not writing what she's teasing.

Why is this, again?

[pearl-o.livejournal.com]

Because now Lynn doesn't have to be sad, that's why! So there!

*eyes you* ...Did you research this comment?

[pearl-o.livejournal.com]

No, write, write! Angst is good - catharsis, right?

See, you would think so, but the big angstfest Nifra and I just posted? Not so much. I want pretty stuff now, dammit!

[pearl-o.livejournal.com]

*snicker* It's *possible* I may one day outgrow fandom, but it strikes me as really damn unlikely.

[qe2.livejournal.com]

But of course. You doubt me?

::eyes you back::

[pearl-o.livejournal.com]

Never!

*cough*