odds and ends
21/11/04 17:32Being at home feels weirdly like a whole different universe. School? What school? Like I never left, and everything elsewhere is a parallel dimension of activity.
Also, my brain is busy doing other stuff and leeching out fannish thoughts, which is strange to get used to. I haven't spent this little time thinking about Fraser and Ray in ages.
Um. Which might actually say something unhealthy about how I am in general, now that I think about it.
I do want to get some writing done this week, regardless. I don't know, though. My brain seems to still be in a unusually rejoicing-in-unhappiness place at the moment. The two F/K things bouncing around my head with the desire for someone else to write right now are the thing I mentioned last week -- something that has that same resigned ending feel as "Divorce Song" -- and then a story involving Ray and Fraser in a long term relationship and dealing with Ray cheating on him.
(Nif: Why would you want that!?
me: ...I don't know. I'm a bad person?
Nif: *eyes me*)
The sister and I watched Dawn of the Dead, which was still enjoyable. I still haven't decided whether to just skip ahead to Buffy season 4 until my brother brings the s3 dvds. And Sims 2 still won't install. Tonight my mother made potato pancakes for dinner, my favorite of favorites.
Maybe tonight I'll start doing my canon reviewing for
yuletide. Hmm.
Also, my brain is busy doing other stuff and leeching out fannish thoughts, which is strange to get used to. I haven't spent this little time thinking about Fraser and Ray in ages.
Um. Which might actually say something unhealthy about how I am in general, now that I think about it.
I do want to get some writing done this week, regardless. I don't know, though. My brain seems to still be in a unusually rejoicing-in-unhappiness place at the moment. The two F/K things bouncing around my head with the desire for someone else to write right now are the thing I mentioned last week -- something that has that same resigned ending feel as "Divorce Song" -- and then a story involving Ray and Fraser in a long term relationship and dealing with Ray cheating on him.
(Nif: Why would you want that!?
me: ...I don't know. I'm a bad person?
Nif: *eyes me*)
The sister and I watched Dawn of the Dead, which was still enjoyable. I still haven't decided whether to just skip ahead to Buffy season 4 until my brother brings the s3 dvds. And Sims 2 still won't install. Tonight my mother made potato pancakes for dinner, my favorite of favorites.
Maybe tonight I'll start doing my canon reviewing for
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21/11/04 19:01 (UTC)Um. Which might actually say something unhealthy about how I am in general, now that I think about it.
Don't ever change! I mean, if you must for your own mental health then, um, I suppose so. But maybe not even then. ;)
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22/11/04 10:28 (UTC)(no subject)
21/11/04 19:55 (UTC)(no subject)
21/11/04 20:27 (UTC)And besides, I'm not writing anyway, so it's okay.
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21/11/04 22:59 (UTC)Um.
Why is this, again?
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22/11/04 10:27 (UTC)*eyes you* ...Did you research this comment?
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22/11/04 19:30 (UTC)::eyes you back::
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22/11/04 19:42 (UTC)*cough*
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21/11/04 21:21 (UTC)*Sings* "It's harder to be friends than lovers and you shouldn't try to mix the two, because if you do it and you're still unhappy - then you know that the problem is you"
Oh, a story like that would *hurt*. But maybe a bit hopeful, too? "You've never been a waste of my time..."
Dude, I'm not doing it on purpose! I can't control my brain.
And besides, I'm not writing anyway, so it's okay.
No, write, write! Angst is good - catharsis, right?
Please.....
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22/11/04 10:28 (UTC)See, you would think so, but the big angstfest Nifra and I just posted? Not so much. I want pretty stuff now, dammit!