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Copied from various people on my flist today:

Ask any of the characters from any of my fics a question, and they will answer. Possibly even honestly.
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13/8/05 17:58 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] pearl-o.livejournal.com
That's certainly a very personal question. It's -- I'm not used to discussing these sorts of things, so I hope you'll excuse me if this does not come out quite right.

I am ... I am deeply in love with Ray Kowalski. I have reason to believe he harbors similar feelings.

But love is a completely irrational beast; it has no respect for people's lives, their feelings, their wants, their needs. It forces its way, regardless of the damage it causes.

Ray is, I believe, a romantic. He still believes that love is something gay and free and charming, despite his own experiences.

Perhaps I am afraid, at that. I am afraid of losing myself in what we have. I am afraid of losing Ray through trying for more -- from nobody's fault, from our daily learning to resent and ignore each other. I am afraid of love; I am more afraid of that love leaving.

There are many things I could wish for us -- but, well, if wishes were horses, beggars would ride.

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13/8/05 21:36 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] kindkit.livejournal.com
Ah, Fraser. I'd hug you if I didn't know you'd hate it. I'll just shake your hand and wish you luck, okay?

[And to [livejournal.com profile] pearl_o: Thanks. That was really lovely.

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