*smooshes them together*
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schmericaAaaaaaaaargh. So BORED. It's Saturday night and I have nothing to do and I all I want is some good woobie due South porn to wallow and wallow and wallow in. Oh, Fraser, I so love you best, you with your dead mommy and your absent father -- and your running away from home not once but multiple times -- and the way you're friendly with everybody and close with almost no one -- and your utter freakiness -- and you put the only woman you ever loved in prison -- and you don't know how to tell a good lie -- and you're so pretty and good it hurts my soul -- and behind the competence and excellence and intelligence you're the biggest bundle of need and want and loneliness in the world.
And Ray! Oh, Ray. Ray who thinks he's all tough and cynical, who tries to be, but still really wants to believe in everything underneath it al -- with his perfect smile showing his whole entire personality -- who can't do anything halfway (love, anger, grief), who can't help using his whole self in everything he feels -- who can express himself with his body better than his words most of the time -- who thinks you're a pain in the ass and knows your freakiness and loves you anyway, who thinks you're by far the most important thing in his life -- who's prickly and weird and a better man than he thinks he is and who's just as needy as you even if he doesn't hide it as well.
*sighs*
Oh, MY BOYS. My heart, she is filled with so much love.
All I want is for them to find each other and love each other and have lots of fucking and comfort! Really, is that so much for a girl to ask?
And Ray! Oh, Ray. Ray who thinks he's all tough and cynical, who tries to be, but still really wants to believe in everything underneath it al -- with his perfect smile showing his whole entire personality -- who can't do anything halfway (love, anger, grief), who can't help using his whole self in everything he feels -- who can express himself with his body better than his words most of the time -- who thinks you're a pain in the ass and knows your freakiness and loves you anyway, who thinks you're by far the most important thing in his life -- who's prickly and weird and a better man than he thinks he is and who's just as needy as you even if he doesn't hide it as well.
*sighs*
Oh, MY BOYS. My heart, she is filled with so much love.
All I want is for them to find each other and love each other and have lots of fucking and comfort! Really, is that so much for a girl to ask?
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9/4/06 21:31 (UTC)(no subject)
9/4/06 21:33 (UTC)(no subject)
9/4/06 21:40 (UTC)Heh. That probably wasn't the reaction you were after.
See this is the problem, though. Fraser in seasons 1 and 2? Mmmmmmm! But that's not really conducive to RayK/Fraser.
you make me SAD
9/4/06 21:45 (UTC)Re: you make me SAD
9/4/06 21:56 (UTC)Re: you make me SAD
10/4/06 00:02 (UTC)"Fraser, have you ever kissed a guy?" Ray let the words fall into the dark like pebbles into a pool of water, and listened to the ripples. Beside him, Fraser stopped breathing.
They were walking through a clump of trees in the park. Fraser had come down to bond with nature, and Ray had tagged along to make sure Fraser didn't get into any trouble. And to ask him some hard questions.
Out in the open, there were streetlights, but here it was dark. Ray concentrated on not tripping over any exposed roots or dead bodies (this was still Chicago, after all), and waited for Fraser to answer him.
Fraser didn't say anything.
Ray peered through the dark at him, catching a glimpse of pale skin. "Well?"
Fraser cleared his throat. "Yes. That is, I've-- yes. You know, Ray, I've been thinking of acquiring a turtle, to keep Diefenbaker company. What do you--?"
Ray stopped and stared into the dark. "Yes, you have kissed a guy?" Even though he'd kind of been expecting it, it was shocking to hear Fraser admit it out loud.
Fraser stopped talking about turtles. "Yeah." He must've stopped walking, too. It sounded like he was standing right in front of Ray.
Ray shifted his weight, and stuck his chin out. "So, uh, what was it like?"
"It, ah-- it, well, it--" Fraser took a deep breath. "It defies description, Ray."
Jesus, Ray could feel the heat of Fraser's blush from here. He smiled. "It does, huh? So-- okay, so show me."
There was a coughing sound, like Fraser had choked on something. "Ray, are you--?"
Ray took a small step forward, his hands held out in front of him, and took hold of Fraser's-- what was it? His arm? "Yeah, Frase. I am. I just wasn't sure if you were. What do you think?"
"I--" Fraser's hot hands closed on Ray's shoulders and drew him near, and his mouth closed on Ray's, stealing his breath. Too soon, he pulled away, and pressed his lips against Ray's ear. "I think 'yes."
And Ray shuddered with desire, and hooked his arm around Fraser's neck, and kissed him again.
Re: you make me SAD
10/4/06 02:57 (UTC)KISSING and TURTLES and MY BOYS. Oh! I love this a lot!
Re: you make me SAD
10/4/06 03:09 (UTC)Re: you make me SAD
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