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30/8/06 13:38I had a patty melt for lunch today, and it was pretty much the most perfect food ever. Mmmm. It reminded me that there are a couple of foods I have just been ridiculously craving over and over the past few months -- patty melts, buffalo wings, crab rangoons, strawberry shortcake ice cream bars, and chicken caesar salads.
You might notice one of these things is not like the others. I guess I should be pleased that at least my body craves some relatively healthy things?
Answers to the anonymous meme, all of which were guessed correctly:
1. You are really amazingly fucked-up, to the point where you're this beautiful glorious trainwreck of a person. Most people kind of hate you, and they have good reasons, but I have a special place in my heart for you. [Meredith Grey from Grey's Anatomy]
2. You make me sad and achy and hopeful all at the same time. The last time we see you is the best place you've ever been, and I hope the climb upward out of darkness for you never stops. [Dan Jarvis from Wilby Wonderful]
3. You are shallow and selfish and make really stupid decisions, and your constant apologies are amazingly insincere. And yet, you're fascinating and lovely and brave in your own odd way, and I wish you happiness. [Ellen Fanshaw from Slings & Arrows]
4. You are the woobie to end all woobies. I love you the BEST. [Benton Fraser from Due South]
5. They all warned me that this fandom would break my heart, but I still can't over what they did to you. My canon ends before that, when you're still being awesome and fascinating and your own person. [Cassandra Cain from DC comics]
6. I love how much you really seem to live in your body. Like, you're totally a sexual being, obviously, but it's not just that: the way you move and pretty much everything you do seems grounded in the physical world and its sensations and experiences -- eating, talking, arguing, fighting, mourning, everything. [Chiana from Farscape]
7. You are a badass motherfucker and I am continually in awe of you. Also, your interactions with your family make me MELT and SQUEAK like a giant girl. The fact that you are old enough to be my grandfather and can kill me in hundreds of different ways does not detract at all from how much I want to do you. [Jack Bristow from Alias]
8. You are solid, and loyal, and people underestimate you all the time. I think *you* underestimate yourself all the time. I really don't think there's anything you wouldn't do for your loved ones, and it's not just because you're whipped. I'll have your babies anytime. [Ray Vecchio from Due South]
9. You are a lazy cheap self-centered asshole, and you treat your girlfriend like shit. So why on earth are you so likable? And why do I ship the two of you? And why do I still find you kind of attractive? These are the questions that haunt me. [Curtis from Twitch City]
10. You know you were always my favorite on the show, and the fact that you went totally crazycakes doesn't change that, really it doesn't! But, um, maybe you could tone it down a little? Maybe? Some more sexing and giggling and being totally awesome, along with the batshit stuff? [Izzie Stevens from Grey's Anatomy]
I'm in a weird mood, which is probably mostly due to the crazy housing stress. I haven't paying much attention to the 5 things lists, mostly because there are hundreds of them, but if you have done Due South-related ones at all, can you link me? I would appreciate it.
The other thing is that the anonymous memes always make me curious what other people think of me, and I could use some random attention right now. Comment if you want and tell me something you think about me? It can be nice, harsh, weird, random, whatever. (I don't mind anonymous comments at all; I don't think it makes you a coward or asshole or anything. Regular ones are good, too, of course.)
You might notice one of these things is not like the others. I guess I should be pleased that at least my body craves some relatively healthy things?
Answers to the anonymous meme, all of which were guessed correctly:
1. You are really amazingly fucked-up, to the point where you're this beautiful glorious trainwreck of a person. Most people kind of hate you, and they have good reasons, but I have a special place in my heart for you. [Meredith Grey from Grey's Anatomy]
2. You make me sad and achy and hopeful all at the same time. The last time we see you is the best place you've ever been, and I hope the climb upward out of darkness for you never stops. [Dan Jarvis from Wilby Wonderful]
3. You are shallow and selfish and make really stupid decisions, and your constant apologies are amazingly insincere. And yet, you're fascinating and lovely and brave in your own odd way, and I wish you happiness. [Ellen Fanshaw from Slings & Arrows]
4. You are the woobie to end all woobies. I love you the BEST. [Benton Fraser from Due South]
5. They all warned me that this fandom would break my heart, but I still can't over what they did to you. My canon ends before that, when you're still being awesome and fascinating and your own person. [Cassandra Cain from DC comics]
6. I love how much you really seem to live in your body. Like, you're totally a sexual being, obviously, but it's not just that: the way you move and pretty much everything you do seems grounded in the physical world and its sensations and experiences -- eating, talking, arguing, fighting, mourning, everything. [Chiana from Farscape]
7. You are a badass motherfucker and I am continually in awe of you. Also, your interactions with your family make me MELT and SQUEAK like a giant girl. The fact that you are old enough to be my grandfather and can kill me in hundreds of different ways does not detract at all from how much I want to do you. [Jack Bristow from Alias]
8. You are solid, and loyal, and people underestimate you all the time. I think *you* underestimate yourself all the time. I really don't think there's anything you wouldn't do for your loved ones, and it's not just because you're whipped. I'll have your babies anytime. [Ray Vecchio from Due South]
9. You are a lazy cheap self-centered asshole, and you treat your girlfriend like shit. So why on earth are you so likable? And why do I ship the two of you? And why do I still find you kind of attractive? These are the questions that haunt me. [Curtis from Twitch City]
10. You know you were always my favorite on the show, and the fact that you went totally crazycakes doesn't change that, really it doesn't! But, um, maybe you could tone it down a little? Maybe? Some more sexing and giggling and being totally awesome, along with the batshit stuff? [Izzie Stevens from Grey's Anatomy]
I'm in a weird mood, which is probably mostly due to the crazy housing stress. I haven't paying much attention to the 5 things lists, mostly because there are hundreds of them, but if you have done Due South-related ones at all, can you link me? I would appreciate it.
The other thing is that the anonymous memes always make me curious what other people think of me, and I could use some random attention right now. Comment if you want and tell me something you think about me? It can be nice, harsh, weird, random, whatever. (I don't mind anonymous comments at all; I don't think it makes you a coward or asshole or anything. Regular ones are good, too, of course.)
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30/8/06 23:48 (UTC)*hugs*
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31/8/06 00:00 (UTC)Heeeee. Itr's good to know you BELIEVE in me!!!!
(PS, Fraser is a cocksucker.)
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31/8/06 00:04 (UTC)Uh, yeah.
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31/8/06 00:19 (UTC)(no subject)
31/8/06 02:37 (UTC)Anyway, sometimes Fraser gets Ray pinned to the wall inside the door before they even get the door shut, and swallows him down, he's embarrassed because he comes so fast.
Other times, it's a slow seduction, a tease, Ray toweling his hair off after a shower, sitting down naked on the edge of the bed. He drops the towel on the bed and reaches down to grasp his cock in his hand, showing off a bit.
Fraser stands and watches, eyes heavy-lidded, for a few minutes, then kneels, pushes Ray's hand away, and takes the head of Ray's dick in his mouth.
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31/8/06 03:02 (UTC)You just love any excuse to say that! <3<3<3
And one of the things is -- okay, Fraser's got, like, total control over himself. Total. The guy can control his breathing, his heart rate, how much freaking sweat his glands are producing, whatever. Fraser might as well be made of iron, be a freaking robot when it comes to some of the stuff he can do with his body. It's enough to make a guy feel a little insecure about his stamina, you know?
Except, once in a while, when Ray's sitting on the edge of the bed and Fraser's on his knees and his face is buried in Ray's lap and his hands are on Ray's thighs and Ray himself is gripping Fraser's hair so tight it probably hurts a little but Ray can't help it because it feels too great -- sometimes in that situation, what happens is, Fraser makes this noise around Ray's dick, this soft moan that practically breaks Ray's heart, and Fraser comes without being touched, just from sucking Ray off. Fraser does that.
So really, the ego thing pretty much evens out in the end.
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31/8/06 13:09 (UTC)YES.
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31/8/06 00:40 (UTC)(no subject)
31/8/06 13:21 (UTC)Also, you like Fraser/RayK. Nothing wrong there.