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schmericaI changed my default icon from the Martha one I'd had for weeks/months and put this one back instead. Just to get me in the mood, you know. Team Angst for the win! I haven't started writing yet, but brainstorming is going very well, which is all I am going to say on the subject, because: SECRECY.
The getting in the mood is totally working, though. I am just rolling around in all the different configurations that make me ridiculously sickly happy. (During![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
etben's meme going around, I made justbreathe80 tell me about RayK cheating on Fraser, and she DID, and it made me squeak with joy.)
--Actually, what's really funny is all the angsty stories I keep coming up with that I realize I can't write because it would be TOO OBVIOUS it was me, because I've talked about them a million times. Fraser dying slowly post-CotW! Fraser getting paralyzed by Vecchio's bullet! The one where Ray and Stella had a baby and it died as an infant! The one where Fraser meets Ray when he's still married to Stella, but Fraser doesn't realize he's married, and they have an affair until Fraser learns the truth! Twenty-seven different deathfic scenarios!
I can never remember whether my fandom reputation is as a Mean Girl Who Hurts the Boys or the Schmoopy Fluffy Happy One. Maybe I'm a little schizophrenic about it.
BACK TO LISTENING TO MY ALL-MOUNTAIN GOATS PLAYLIST.
The getting in the mood is totally working, though. I am just rolling around in all the different configurations that make me ridiculously sickly happy. (During
etben's meme going around, I made justbreathe80 tell me about RayK cheating on Fraser, and she DID, and it made me squeak with joy.)--Actually, what's really funny is all the angsty stories I keep coming up with that I realize I can't write because it would be TOO OBVIOUS it was me, because I've talked about them a million times. Fraser dying slowly post-CotW! Fraser getting paralyzed by Vecchio's bullet! The one where Ray and Stella had a baby and it died as an infant! The one where Fraser meets Ray when he's still married to Stella, but Fraser doesn't realize he's married, and they have an affair until Fraser learns the truth! Twenty-seven different deathfic scenarios!
I can never remember whether my fandom reputation is as a Mean Girl Who Hurts the Boys or the Schmoopy Fluffy Happy One. Maybe I'm a little schizophrenic about it.
BACK TO LISTENING TO MY ALL-MOUNTAIN GOATS PLAYLIST.
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