it's like a happily ever after, sort of

[schmerica]

fox1013 is mocking me. Just because I told her I was in the kind of mood where I just wanted to read a nice long story that fits some of my kinks! Like maybe something with Fraser and Kowalski together in Canada, ten years post-CotW. (That would be this CKR in my head, of course). And Dief is still around, but he's getting old, so he spends a lot of time just lying in his bed in the corner of the room. And Fraser is dying of something slow and unyielding like cancer, and Vecchio comes up to visit him for what's probably the last time. And Vecchio and Fraser would have lots of long talks over tea and coffee about things, and Fraser would be weirdly calm and just nostalgic and stuff. And Ray Kowalski would be in a permanently snarly, ornery mood whenever Vecchio sees him, just angry, and trying to take care of Fraser and pretend nothing's changed at the same time. I don't know that Vecchio would be able to see any of the softness, the big mushy center under Kowalski's shell where he's horribly, painfully in love with Fraser; if he does, it would be a brief glimpse, and it would be by accident, and it'd be one of those things that are so intimate you're embarrassed.

Number of people besides me I estimate would be interested in this story: maybe three? At most? Heh.

I don't know why I'm not up to writing any of the stories I want to read, man. If I'm not able to do that, at least I should have a minion to write things for me, right? Right!

(Contrary to Fox's assumption, this is me in an EXCELLENT mood.)

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[pearl-o.livejournal.com]

Wait, that's worse than Ray/Ray fucking on his grave?